;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

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PRECIOUS MOMENTS(:

OLD NEORPINTS
MY BIRTHDAY/BIRTH OF MIKO
MY ONE MONTH OLD DARLING MIKO <33
AS MIKO GROWS<33
MIKO AND LUCKY.!
RACIAL HARMONY
VIVO CITY
DINNER WITH GOD COUSIN
HORRIBLE DIRTY FEET.!
PETSHOP
SUNTEC OUTING.!

THOSE MEMORIES

May 2006
June 2006
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August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007

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Sunday, December 31, 2006

2:11 PM

OHHHH MANNNNN
I'VE GOT A SPLITTING HEADACHE.
im practically WRECKING my brains to figure this out.

356 2345578 336789 233556 4 2226669 35789 4 69..

THIS. is a sentence. and. I CANT SOLVE IT.
i managed to get loadda shyts.
BUT I CANT GET IT.!!!!!!!!
im like doing PERMUTATIONS.
like trying EVERY POSSIBILITY.
and later i'll screw up and i have to restart again.
.............
god.
help me T-T
i wanna know what it is.!!
lol. sianns.
i thought it might prove that i can THINK.
but now it just shows that I DONT HAVE THE BRAIN TO THINK.
man. i really suck.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now what now what..
i got damn weird possibilities..

old 2345578 wunder( typo ) 233556 i 2226669 35789 i MY..

ok.
wth is i MY. -.-
this is what i got from my hp.
if its the number pad it'll be

low 2345578 336789 233556 i 2226669 35789 i do..
at least that made sense a little.
but wunder would be so out.
so cannot be number pad.
but if its not number pad.
then it has to be hp.
but i MY.
doesnt make any sense.
god. i can hear my head thumping.
im getting a damn irritating headache.!
GAHHH
I WONT GIVE UP ON THIS.
i SOOOOOOOOO WONT give up on this.!!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, December 29, 2006

2:04 PM

gees people.
my toe is SWOLLEN.
guess what happened.

right. i was in the erm. LIVING ROOM.
and i carried miko up to let her sit on my lap.
then lucky was beside me. and they started fighting.
like REALLY FIGHTING.
rawr rawr rawr.!! woof woof woof.! BLAH BLAH.
then lucky went down the sofa and miko was on the sofa.
both barking.
and i carried miko away.
AND LUCKY BIT MY TOE.
oww -.-
its PAIN PAIN PAIN.
and it bled later -.-
AND NOW IT SWELLED.
way to go ..
...........
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i shouldnt have made lucky jealous huh.
thats what i get T-T
i scared le la. spare me ><
AND MY TOE. rawr. hahaha.
anyway. so i didnt go yesterday.
HAHAHA. more time to pluck up all my courage(:
haha. school's reopening soon. Os are coming..
gahh.
must jiayou lorhhs.!
A PHYSIO THERAPIST IS WHAT IM AIMING FOR.
POLY POLY POLY.!
jiayou.!! MUST WORK HARD.!
haha and.!
I DREAMT OF AYUMI LAST NIGHT.
SHE CAME OVER TO MY PLACE TO SIGN ALL MY AYUMI CDS AND POSTERS.
wow. i was so happy. UNTIL.
my phone rang. -.-
bleh. spoil my beautiful dream T-T
in the first place she wouldnt come over here right ><
hahaha. ohh wells.
i can still remember her 'signature' in my mind.
LOL. siao. anyway.
here was the lyrics i tried to decode yesterday
compare it with mine zZ. its so OUT.
i mean MINE is so OUT.
-.-

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, December 28, 2006

12:11 PM

okay
i feel like i've sinned again.
i shouldnt be doing this.
like SERIOUSLY.
what if she calls and..
you know.
im not at you know.
LOL.
I CANT SAY IT.
anyway.
like SHYT SHYT SHYT.
should i.?
i mean..
its just a half an hr thing..
right.??
err.
i dont know la >< >SERIOUSLY beautiful(:
( its at the side )

i want the lyrics.
translators please hurriee.
or should i do it on my own.?
hmmmm.
maybe later.
okok now -.-
lets see..

this period of the days i loved you is my.. what.?!

everyone all craved for someone to pass this season.!?!?!
this year it brought us again the warmth
lets what.!?

ok. this sucks. thisis only the first part.
-.- and i cant understand the chinese.!!
okok do chorus.

i believe
one day you'll forgive me
if i just wait
letting time pass
is it a stupid thing to do.?

i'll just keep my feelings to myself
afraid it'll drop to the floor

till my two hands are able to touch the pure white snow
continue loving you is the last of my courage

i'll just keep my feelings to myself
afraid it'll drop to the floor

alone in the snowy land, even if i'll freeze here in this lonely night
until our hands are able to touch the pure white snow

continuing to love you is my what.??

ok. i can only translate until here. EVEN SO.
it sounds weird.
those in red are WEIRD.
and the WHAT are the words i cant read in chinese -.-
i think i so totally spoilt the song.
i guess i have to start going for classes. like.

LEARN BASIC CHINESE.
wow. -.-

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

3:51 PM

ahhh
these few days are sooo TIRING.
blehh.
dance had been horrible..
have to go back to school on 2nd jan..
WHY. OHHH WHY.
its a HOLIDAY EHHH
and for just some 5 mins performance.
SOOOO not worth it.]
whatever k -.-
still havent done finish my hw yet...
argh. physics.. T-T
bleh. whatever la T-t

ok yep. i dont even know what to update now.
kind of goggy ( or how you spell that )
too too TOO tired to think of anything.
zZ...

heard we're performing BUTTONS by pussycat dolls for cca open house.
bleh.
DONT NEED TO PRACTICE LA.
DONT NEEDA STAY BACK LA.
i thought we performed before.!??!?!
rawr. zZz.

oh. and i realised.
wow. you know what.
i can sleep with MY EYES WIDE OPEN.
-.-
now i so totally get what you mean by sleeping with your eyes open.
you get tired and everything
but your eyes arent heavy.
your vision suddenly gets blurry and dark.
and later. you'll be in dreamland.
with your eyes wide open.
-.-
man. i've done that a couple of times now.
EATING HALFWAY ALSO CAN LIDDAT.
look. that really shows how tired i am.
who knows i might just sleep when im on the net.
that'll look funny -.-
goshh. i so totally suck. whats wrong with me T-T

tomorrow's the day. hope i wont screw it. COURAGE, MAY YOU BE WITH ME.

yay. i didnt sleep while writing this -.-

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, December 25, 2006

10:35 PM

right.
i havent been updating.
my bro's in deep shyt now.
dad just found out his comp crashed.
he's cursing now. i can so totally hear it.
anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS.

anyway, i went to xiling's bbq last... sat.?
YEA.
and i was HORRIFIED.
the people there are soooo COLD.
i mean.
I WAS TRYING TO BE SOCIABLE OKAY.
those are xiling's bro's friends.
and im like.
okay.
LETS MAKE FRIENDS.!!!
so i went like.
HI.!! IM AMANDA.
you are.?
and they're all like.
errr... hi....
...
walao.
gimme some response ehhh...
and later.
we were at the pit.
and the guys are crowding around.
and i was damn bored.
so i made a din.
so like maybe they'll come over and socialise with US.
and they DIDNT.
and they even said.
SHES MAD.
I HEARD THAT.
OKAY.
fine..
im mad T-T

anyway. i didnt dare ask them for ANYTHING after that.
SO COLD AND MEAN.
sad.
so anyway i went over and asked xiling.
if the fishballs are cooked.
cause i dont see any sticks sticking out of it and it looks kind of.. raw.
so she said of course.
and i tasted it and was like.
HEY
ITS EDIBLE.!!!
and i heard the guys say.
walao. shes so overboard lorhhs.
so retarded.

anyway. after that.
we watched a little of herbie and mtv.
and I SAW AYUMI'S MV.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.!
but nevermind that.
what really made my day was that.
we played badminton(:
it was FUN FUN FUN.
i'll never forget that day.
(: thanks xiling.!
and erm.
i had this horrible feeling that your dad doesnt like me.
bleh.
like i care =x

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, December 23, 2006

3:49 PM

lalala.
at cousin's house now
hahha.
anyway i thought it might be boring cause.
well im not really in good terms with my cousins.
BUT IT WAS FUN IN THE END.!
in the END.
that is.
hahaha.
when i came in the room.
i was like. WOW.
everyone's looking at us and im like. shyt. what am i supposed to do now.?!
lol.
then my auntie talked about christianity.
lol.
so well.
yea. she said she would bring me to her church when i want to.
errr. think i wont though.
thanks auntie ^^"

anyway, i played with my cousins.
LEGO.
lol.!!
right.
we built many many stuffs and i saw some FASCINATING stuffs.
LOL.
will upload the pics soon.!
haha. thats about it.
would come online soon.!
DON'T WORRY UNCLE(:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, December 21, 2006

5:35 PM

ahhh. i had a REAL REAL good night sleep last night.
everything's solved.
i think..
i mean.
yea. you..
erm. i really dont think you should think that way..
cause seriously.
I should be the one thinking that way.
you're like.. everything a girl can ask for.
and im just -.-
yea so.. its THE OTHER WAY AROUND.
why are you so depressed over it oO"
lol.
anyway.. i do hope there'll be a change of attitude.
LOL. if not i cannot sleep liao.
T-T
you do know right.
I'M ALWAYS LEAKING OIL CAUSE OF YOU(:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

1:45 PM

heartbroken-ed.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

8:15 PM

alrights.!
today was a GREAT GREAT day.!
i went to suntec with VIVIEN.!
well it was like erm. hl couldnt come.
xinyi couldnt come.
CAROLINE KNEW NOTHING ABOUT IT.!! ( WHY.!? )
and so well.
i went with vivien.!
WE DID ALOT OF THINGS ~~~
( will upload my pics later )

we stayed for MORE THAN AN HR IN THE ARCADE.
(:
wow.
we DDR-ed, para-ed, drum mania-ed
LOL.
alot la.
damn shuang x)
i can like. DIE WITH NO REGRETS NOW.
(:

anyway. i was HORRIBLE TODAY.
ahahahaha.
i did soooo many STUPID things..
-.-
like. for eg.
i was in kopitiam..
and..
I DROPPED MY METAL BOWL ( after i've eaten of course. )
i was eating BOGOGI.! ( barbecued beef )
and i was talking and talking.
and. oops ><>

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, December 18, 2006

5:47 PM

okay right.
today is some STUPID day.
-.-
like.. SERIOUSLY.!!
T-T
okay
i dont know.
im sooo...
T-T.. help...

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, December 17, 2006

2:11 PM

alrights.
this is soooo bad.
something is just bothering me.
i havent a good night sleep in like.
3 or 4 days already.
and last night was most horrible.
i cant sleep.
i was on my bed TRYING to sleep for TWO HOURS.
like. SERIOUSLY.
i cant sleep.!!
i keep thinking of A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS
its going through my mind repeatedly..
whats wrong.??
i mean.
i never had problems like that at all.
i visualise a lot of erm.
most of the daily life stuff..
and i cant sleep...
and i tried NOT thinking of anything
clear my mind. clear clear...
so last night.
IT WAS ALREADY 1AM.
WAY WAY WAY PAST MY BED TIME.
i couldnt stop THINKING.
and it was getting irritating.
like i really want to call someone up..
:'(
ohh dear..
what should i do.??
i had to on my music in the end to try to get rid of all my thoughts..
....
spare me T-T

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, December 15, 2006

9:01 PM

phew.
this is GREAT.
yep.
my mom's problem is SOLVED.
rawr. fast yea.?
anyway, im going out on 19.!
>< and im not going to the class outing.
>< sorry guys ~.~
oh yea.
WE'RE GOING TO PARA ~! hahahaha.
hahahaha.

anyway.
I FELL IN LOVE.
x)
WITH THE SONG 'I KNOW YOU LIKE ME'
whoooo ~~ HAHAHAHA.
this
song
RAWRS.
listen to it people.!!
er.
i'll update it on my blog ipod soon k.?
swoon ~~

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

11:24 AM

ahh
these few days i cant blog or even go online much.
my mom has been really nutty these few days.
shes like.
DONT LIKE TO STUDY RIGHT.?!
DROP SCHOOL LA.!!!
walao.
since when i say that.?!
anyway
she confiscated my hp..
blocked my internet..
oh great man.
and she comes back home everyday asking.
YOU DO YOUR HW ANORT.?!
GOT GOT GOT.!?
HUH.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW.!?
NO TALKING ON THE PHONE ALREADY.!
blah blah.
seriously.
IM GETTING IRRITATIED.
but no no..
i wont hate her.
i wont curse her..
tolerate.. tolerate...
T-T

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, December 11, 2006

11:02 AM

WUAA.
i cut my hair liao.
(:
hahaha.
i tell you.
THE FRINGE IS SOOOOOO SHORT.
SHORT SHORT.!
T-T
why so short..
sad sad.
anyway.
here are some pics of my short fringe T-T

right.
forgot to put night mode.
rawr -.-

in the car.
SEE MY FRINGE SO SHORT.!!!
><

there. hahaha. but if i wear specs i'll look NERDY.!
T-T

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, December 10, 2006

1:19 AM

dear uncle.
im so sorry you cant see my blog
T-T
i'll try to work it...
but i didnt change anything oO"

anyway..
bleh
im kinda depressed now.
like yea...
ok im not stressing anybody or anything but..
argh.
nevermind..
i dont know la. rawr...
arar T-T

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, December 08, 2006

3:39 PM

IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE - DANIEL BEDINGFIELD

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, December 07, 2006

4:28 PM

PATIENCE - TAKE THAT

Just have a little patience
Still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
But any minute all the pain will stop

Just hold me close
Inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions

Cause I.........
Need time......
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try........
And have a little patience

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
Its complicated but understand me

Cause I.........
Need time......
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try........
And have a little patience

Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Have a little patience
Have a little patience, woah

Cause I, I just need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing

Just try and have a little patience

Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience

uncle (: hahaha. this song you MUST hear.! search in radio blog. they only have the acoustic but.. its nice anyway X)

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

3:47 PM

RIGHT.
I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLAIN TO THE SCHOOL. ( BNSS )
THAT THEY ARE TOO MUCH
BY TRYING TO SAVE WATER AND NOT WASH THE HALL.
i mean.
HOW CAN THEY RUN THE SCHOOL LIKE THAT.!?
its damn damn damn damn DAMN dirty.!
i tell you. we were all having a HORRIBLE HORRIBLE time.!!
T-T
everyone's like. black black dark dark liao.
HEY.
SO MUCH FOR KEEPING OURSELVES CLEAN HUH.!?
thats no wonder why SARS can spread soooooo fast.!!
MOE should really do something about this.!
RAWR.
anyway.
LOOK.!
BLACK FEET.!!!
rawr.!!!!

for more ugly pics, go to my albums.
x)
hahaha im sooo lazy to upload them all.
although its only like.. 3 or 4 pics -.-

I HAD AN HR'S BATH TO GET RID OF ALL THESE SHYT.!
RAWR.!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

5:56 PM

Jessica simpson - i think im in love with you

Yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah..
Yeah yeah Ohhhhh

Everytime you're near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do

And oh baby
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool

My friends tell me
Somethin has come over me
And I think I know what it is

I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Just the other night baby, I saw you hangin
You were with your crew
I was with mine too
You took me by surprise
When you turn and look me in my eyes
Boy you really blow my mind

I don't know what's gotten into me
But, God, I think I know what it is

In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes with you

Somethin strange has come over me
Got me goin out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside

I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you (goin outta my mind)
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, December 04, 2006

6:37 PM

there CANNOT be any more BORING day then it is TODAY.
guess what.?
IM PLAYING NEOPETS.
bored to THAT extend
-.-... right..
hahaha.
anyway.!!
ok.
i dont know what more can i say.
IM JUST BORED TO THE CORE.
RAWR.
right.
hahaha. okay.
erm.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BLOG T_T
okay PICTURES.!

nice.?
LOL.
ar ar draw for me one x)
lol.
oO"
ok shall end here.
I SERIOUSLY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY T-T

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, December 03, 2006

8:45 PM

HEY ALL.
haha.
alrights.
i cant really post long but i shall post about YESTERDAY(:
i was having dinner with my GOD COUSIN yesterday.!!
rawr.
SHES SOOOO CUTE.
you can see her pics at the PRECIOUS MOMENTS section.
or something like that..
haha right. and she look SOOOO INNOCENT.
BUT BUT BUT.
shes NOT.!
rawr.!!
it scared the shit out of me when she said..

you know.
theres this lady who wants to make her BREASTS 44 TIMES BIGGER.!!!!!
and i was like.
*gasp with mouth STILL open*
and you know what.?!
the guy is like WORSE.
HE WANTED HIS PENIS TO GROW TO THE GROUND.!!
and i was like.
* OHHHHHH MYYYYYY GODDDDDD *
for an innocent, cute angelic, primary TWO gurl.!
SHE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
..
OHHH
MYYY
GODDD.
okay.
i have like nothing to say AT ALL.
-.-
ohh and she said something really cute.
she said.
hahahaha i bet im taller than my mom.!!
o.o... lets see how small she really is yea.?
hahaha
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2098630838
her pics are there ~

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, December 01, 2006

5:37 PM

I COULD GET USED TO THIS - The Veronicas

You make me breakfast in bed
When I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss
I could get used to this

You think I look the best
When my hair is a mess
I can't believe you exist
I could get used to this

Because I know you're too good to be true
I must have done something good to meet you

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

You love the songs I write
You like the movies I like
There must be some kind of twist
But I could get used to this

You kiss me listen to me when I'm depressed
It doesn't seem to make you like me less

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

If there's a dark side to you I haven't seen it
Every good thing you do feels like you mean it

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

You make me breakfast in bed
When I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss
And I could get used to this
ar ar ~ thank you.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

2:16 PM

alrights.
today is erm. well okay day.
x)
hahaha right then.! im training on the HARD SONGS in o2 now(:
blehh.
but i only managed to complete..
christmas memories lvl 14 oO"
LOL.
ohh wells. anyway.
I REALLY WANT TO POST THESE FEW erm.
para.? not sure.
hahaha.
its from a book.
called.. shopaholic & sister by sophie kinsella
(:
MUST get her books (:

ok i really liked this part

okay becky has to look after some children and she had to perform a trick to stop them from fighting.

oh god. they're chanting. and the boys are banging the floor with their fists. any minute, they're going to get up and start bashing each other again. a trick. a trick. my mind scurries about frantically. do i know any tricks.?

"ok.!" i said in desperation. 'i'll do a trick.! watch this.!'

i spread my arms with a flourish, then reach behind my back with swirly, elaborate movements, spinning it all out as i can.

then i unhook my bra through my shirt, trying to remember what colour it is.

oh yes. it's my bright pink one with the bows. perfect.

the entire room was agog.

'what are you doing.?' says a little girl with wide eyes.

'wait and see.!'

trying to keep the air of mystery, i loop one bra strap discreetly over my arm, then the other one. the children are now staring at me avidly.

now i've got my confidence back, i think i'm doing rather well at this. in fact, i think im a bit of a natural.!

'watch very carefully,' i say in a solemn, magician's voice, ' as i am going to make something.. APPEAR.!'

a couple of children gasp.

i could really do with a drum roll here.

'one.. two.. three.. ' in a flash of pink, i pulled my bra our from my sleeve, and hold it aloft."ta-daah.!"

the whole room erupts in ecstatic cheers.

hahaha.
later she thought everyone fell for her 'magic trick' when one boy shouted, WE WANT BECKY.! SHE TOOK OFF HER BRA.!
LOL.
she was ASHAMED ASHAMED.
i lurve the way she writes this book.
every minute theres BOUND to be a funny part that can totally make you laugh your arse off.
x)
hahaha.
this book should be a MOVIE.!
best movie ever x)

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;